Lady in the Mirror

I am her and she is me and we will fly...

She sees me...all of me. I look into the mirror.

I stare... I ponder...

Lady in the mirror... you remind me of me.

You make me feel complete.

I know I am alive as long as I see you breathing...

fogging up my mirror.

The heat from you warms my blood...

our hearts beat as one.

I tell you I love you over and over... I love you.

You are the epitome of perfection in my eyes as I gaze into the mirror...

our eyes meet... I blink... you blink...

are you thinking what I'm thinking?

One Mind.

One Soul.

One Life.

One Goal.

Lady in the mirror... can you see me now?
At the top of the ladder... now I'm tumbling down...

I know you're looking at me.

Saying "get back up!"

Life is a rollercoaster... twists and turns... highs and lows...

but at the end of the day I go home...

close the door...

and meet my lady in the mirror.

She resides in me.

She defines me.

She makes me feel sublime.

You are mine forever!

We intertwine forever!

Lay with me

Dine with me

Play with me

Die with me...

Lady in the Mirror...

Reminisce

Good Morning~

I reminisce... open my eyes... caught in a dreary bliss... as I awake I hear the sound of fate.

Another day awaits...

I recall a time when I waited in the womb... not knowing what lied ahead... birth came to soon.

Tomorrow is never promised...

I remember when I didn't think of yesterday... I'm only 23... going forward is the only way.

Yesterday is gone...

But I miss it... I don't wish for it back... I just want to kiss it... lips part... warm heart...open arms.

Today is here and now...

I am here and now... the future is ahead... the past wastes away... I reminisce.

Dreaming of a Day...

...a thought entered my mind yesterday afternoon, about how strong President Obama is. ( I call him "President Obama" because I am speaking it into existence!)
Anyway, I was thinking about all of the pressures that he has on him from many angles!

I have moments when I ask myself if I really want to be a celebrity... it comes with ALOT of baggage and pressure and I am aware of all this so it's not like I'm going in blind!

But just imagine running for president of the US...a Black man...with the name Barack Obama! They attack him every chance they get, and he knows if he is elected that they will at least attempt to assassinate him, if not succeed. To me he is basically risking his life, and dedicating himself to the cause! I admire him tremendously! That is a strong, brave man!

VOTE OBAMA!!! LONG LIVE BARACK!!!

Forget The Past...

People tell me to forget my past and move on...


just move on they say...


"just" move on!


Like it's the easiest thing to do.


That's probably because they haven't walked in my shoes...


seen what I've seen...felt what I've felt...


It's easy to judge when you aren't the one!


So I share through my music, where I don't have to hear other people's opinions.


I really don't want them! I live for me... and I express myself because it may help someone else along their journey! I have had many experiences and lessons learned, what good would it do to keep it to myself?





I'm an artist, my life shapes me and makes me... my expression is from experience.


If I lose that, then what do I have to give???





I tend to be a hermit, because people just don't understand...


when I try to explain it seems as though they get further from


understanding. I know I shouldn't get frustrated because humans


are only human!





"Forget" they say...


but how do you forget the father that beat you


the mother that abandoned you time and again


the foster parents who didn't give a fukk


the man who took your viriginity against your will


the man who beat and raped you when you thought it would never happen again


the kkk that blew up your car, set your house on fire, shot up your bedroom...


the list goes on and on!


NO! I won't forget... I will never let go!


If pain is my soulmate ~ then SO-BE-IT!

Flooded With Thoughts~Drowning In Words

Flooded with thoughts...drowning in words~
I’ve been dreaming of a day
Dreaming of a time when
The leaves will stay green
And the ground will elevate
And bring me closer to the sky
I want to float on the clouds
And forget all of the nothing
That’s behind me
And remember the something
That’s in front of me.

To move past the wasteland
And find a blissful greatland
Take pictures of the wildlife
That listens when we speak
And speaks when we listen

Harmony is a word used by all
And written in the books of life.
Life is all around us
Happening every moment
Everyday
For eternity.

Help me understand the complexity
Of time… and time wasted
And time on fast forward
Will there ever be enough
Time?

Or is it patience that we lack
Slowly moving too fast
At a pace that no one
Can keep up with
Or too slow
To be in unison

A calamity
A metaphor
A memory
The day before
Of you and I
And how we sat
And how you said
You can’t forget
But you don’t remember
You said forever
And now I’m here
And now you’re gone
And so I’m leaving
Before you return
So you won’t see me anymore.

I.M.E.

I.M.E.
~Vibe Hott~
3/4/08

I’m leaving here today
And I’m never coming back
I won’t frequent a destination
That has nothing to offer me
But bitter memories
And deaf ears.

Why are my cries not heard by the masses
Why is destruction the new blue
Is truth not sexy anymore
Ever was it?

I must see a space and time
That has nothing but
Inadequacies
And train tracks leading to
No where.

Nothing is empty
And something is too full
Where is the balance
Is it a true word
Does it mean something
Or am I just manifesting its definition
Creating my own reality?

I tend to do that.

The world I live in
Thrives with imagination
And no one knows
How deep the rabbit hole goes.

I’ve chosen the red pill
It was not thrust upon me
Nor will I force it on another
But my recommendation is to wake up!

Live a life of good will
And transcend this world
Into a place where pain heals itself
And time is timeless
And beauty is beauty every minute
No harsh words or profanities
Love live life
I. M. E.
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*(By the way "I.M.E." is saying "I AM ME")

Forever WE~

A love declared for days to come…
Good as none
I sit and wait
You hesitate
My loss your gain
I seal your fate
One single kiss
My lips
Your lips
We steal this moment
You seem all for it
I start to blush
Adrenaline rush
My heart beats faster
You come closer
I step back
You hit the switch
Lights fade to black
So now we’re here
It’s just us two
I wait for you to make a move
I hear your breathe
I feel your heat
Can’t wait until our souls can meet
Can’t wait until our minds converge
Intertwine…submerge…emerge
Converse…reverse
I press rewind
You hit fast forward
And time fly’s by
My words escape…
Yes, “I love you.”
And all the crazy things you do
The lifetime’s pass
~wrinkle and fade…
but nothing can erase
the memories made
the times we had
the good, the bad
Love me for eternity
Bring me to maternity
Add to me…
Now two are three
And we are love
And we are now
And we are here
So be must be
Forever WE.